Finaly…….


Guys…..iam back after a while. I took 2 months actually to get back here. Last 2 months were personally a busy one for me and that’s why i took a break. Even though i didn’t post anything,i used to read all your posts and i liked it as much as i can. Mean while congratulations for me that i have crossed 200 Follows on my site which means a huge number for me. Thanking you all is the least i can do. Even when i’m in a break, word press is always there in my mind. So many new thoughts used to pops out and i want to write but couldn’t make it out. Any ways iam back now……

Finally……exams are over… I can’t tell you how happy i’m right now. Both my kids have got vacation which means i have also got the same. Even though they are in primary classes, their exams are always a head ache for me. All the mommies out their can relate to this i guess๐Ÿ˜Š.

It’s a time when you have so many mixed feeling. The joy of completing each lessons before the exams along with the tension of forgetting the same during exam hours. The time which is mostly spent in front of their books to make them very well. The time when i feel so low but still have to be ok in order to teach them. The time when summer beats you outside and the exam tensions beats you from within.And the feelings just continues…..I don’t want my child to be on the top scorer list but i always make sure he will get average marks. For that I have to work so much hard . I dont know if there is anybody like me who doesn’t compromise anything during his exams. Everybody used to tell me like “why are doing like this he is not studying to get MBBS degree right”. But i always tell them “to reach any degree the ultimate base should be correct otherwise i dont think they can achieve it genuinely. And most importantly if they became bigger they will study themselves no need for me to teach them but for now i have to be by their side to get them there”. Also if i didn’t teach him well or if i didnt pay enough attention towards his studies, it makes me so guilty inside and i cant bear it. The mommy inside starts to make me feel so bad for that. Back in my school days i used to have this exam fever and now my kids are having exams and iam having fever๐Ÿ˜€.

I used to count the days as how much is left, day by day. And putting tickmark on the exams which is over gives me somuch relief. And at last removing the timetable which i sticked on my dressing table and throwing it away makes me out of this world. Its like i have taken a huge burden out from my head. Lastly laying down and having a stress free sound sleep………Wauu this feeling is so good.And now fingers crossed for their results…..๐Ÿคž. Even though this whole procedure is very tiring i also feel good about it .

Anyways…..Iam so happy and relaxed now for seeing them completing their whole academic year. And now i have to give them a break from all the study stuffs for the whole vacation. Let them enjoy………๐Ÿ˜Š. What do you feel..?
Untill next time….
Be positive an stay happy.
RUBEENAFAISAL๐Ÿ’

7 thoughts on “Finaly…….

  1. Congratulations on gaining 200 followers! ๐Ÿ˜Š
    I like the line โ€“ my kids are having exams and Iโ€™m having fever. ๐Ÿ˜
    Wishing them as well as you, happy holidays! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’›

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